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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

this is embarrassing...i miss school so much. i miss sleeping in the library. i miss those lonely bus rides up the hill. i miss falling asleep on the train missing my stop, only to be waken up by a phone call....but most of all, i miss the lifestyle.

i love working...because of the fat paycheck...but what's a paycheck? its not satisfying enough. maybe it's the work im doing or the work i never thought i would be doing...for now it is what i have but it's not something im destined to do. i want to splurge but what's there to splurge on? shopping does not give me the same satisfaction i used to get. shopping used to be my addiction. the only thing i splurge on now...is savings. i need to get out of my house. i love my family but im just tired of all the secrets and lies in the walls, both on my part and theirs. i havent talked to my bro in 2 weeks... even when he's in the room...im agitated. if he only knew how i felt but its not even worth my time to explain.

the only relief i have from the house is ironically...sitting in my cubicle.

...cant wait to move out. waiting for his ass to be finished school and move closer to me =)...so i can slowly leave me shit there and move in...and obviously not pay rent. because technically im not moving in with him....just staying over...everyday.

 


Thursday, November 23, 2006

"yea i know...white people have..like..their own culture" LOL

i love you guysssss =)

sept - dec

mon/weds/fri: school

tues/thurs/fri:work

sat: dance from 2 - 630pm nonstop...but loving it.

sun/weds: occasionally ballet...if lydie n i are not lazy.

sun: day off..hmk..procastinating..hmk

dec

woorkkking 40 hours/week

pictureupdate:

halloween.....................futurebabysdaddy...........................errrr...........................soulofdance06


Thursday, August 31, 2006

summers in...

Although this summer was really different from last i have to say i had a blast. my experiences this summer have been good and bad. i like to think i did a lot of growing up and maturing...actually come to think of it. i did . even though some might not think so it doesnt matter..caz you dont know me anymore. if people dont want to recognize the good, they are choosing to be blind. the good times outweighed the bad and it wouldnt have been if it wasnt for the fabulous people in my life....this goes out to you guys: even though i havent spent a lot of time with some of you over the course of the summer, it really means a lot to me for the support you have given me. support, by definition, just a phonecall, a ride home, making me laugh, late nite chats, twinkle, advice, late late nite drives around town, stanley park, bringing me socks for work, mcdonalds, moxie sized, hugs and kisses, ubc, highs, new friends, farts in the face...the whole lot.

you guys are MAH FRENDS....i love all of you guys...thanks for reinforcing the person i want to become

sammo: mexico was awesome...never thought i would be: swimming with dolphins, ride on dolphins, hike through a jungle!!!, kisses, swim in an underground cave, zipline, jump into the ocean, letting me drool over HAVIER, seeing 9 boobies, snorkel in open waters, massages*, drowning and waiting for you save me...its evident that you care for me...

 

looking back.... i've found peace.

~~MUCHOS GRACIAS~~

(with a hand bow)

summers out...schools in


Saturday, June 17, 2006

recap: WORRRRRRRRRRKINNGGGGGGGGGGGG....and...school occassionally

 

late night adventures/twinkle/coffee/moxiesw.girls/cranium!/operation:homer styles/jenga!!

 

thanks to"aynonomousintensity" teeheee::

left out for all the right reasons//wrong, but never been so right//

 

 

 


Wednesday, June 07, 2006

RECAP

last monday: school...maryjane

tues: work...celebrities...happpybday av...maryjane...dennys

weds: mavericks...dirtydancing"joe get off me"

thurs: work...maryjane

friday: states!!! "fever 21"

sat: 3hrsdance...whoring on granville st...stone temple...afterhoursclub w. Oprah               i  white boys:  happybday kat!!

sun: work...nightmarket for the food ONLY...twinkle...maryjane

mon: school...car stereo...movie: the break up .aka. my life story minus the ending...no.9

tues: downtown...work...maryjane

Today: haircut...last minute shopping...CNTP w/ stuffed crust pizza...maryjane

unbelliiieevaabllleee...extreme content...excited and scared because im finally ready to do this

upcoming: more Celebrities...exploring on Granville St...Mehico!!...camping??...skydiving!!!!



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